Well, tonight has been bloody awful. Mark decided not to go to the same University as me. I am convinced the next 4 years of my life will be ruined by Mark's absence. Now I am moving home, city, surrounding and environment without a single friend. I know for a fact it will still be an amazing time. But right now, I'm hating the idea that now I'm leaving ALL of my closest friends behind. I never wanted this to happen. This is where life really starts.
Imagine...not seeing Mark in ages. And we meet up...and there's no spark or anything their. There's no banter...we don't know what to say or do cause its just so awkward cause we haven't spoken in so long and a lot of things are different. Imagine that unique banter we have just disappearing. It's terrible.
And if that's not bad enough. I have the ever so thoughtful Ciara turning on me out of completely nowhere. I cannot possibly explain how random and out of the blue she has been. And I never in my life thought she would be so completely selfish. Tonight has been disgustingly strange, weird and WTFish. It's bloody horrible.
Ps, Wtf.
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