Home.

As in I want to be there. But I'm not. It's twenty to one in the morning, I'm sitting in the reception area by myself on the PC, it's pretty rancid but it's an escape I suppose. I'm reallllly not well, I feel so sick. Feeling ill just makes feeling homesick even worse. I miss my own bed sooo much. Not having Mark and Natalie is like losing an arm. And it's absolutely unreal that I wont see Conor for ages. I'm properly gutted about that. For the benefit of Blogger, Conor (the boyfriend) is moving to Turkey for a few weeks to brighten up his life a bit. Which is great but I will miss him quite a lot. I was looking forward to having a boya over the summer. Obviously I'm not calling it quits because that would just be stupid, but I am scared that this might make things harder when I move away to Uni considering we will have spent little to no time with each other.

I'm not looking forward to going back upstairs to bed, I'm in one of those moods. I hate how everyone back home is in bed. Makes me feel really alone haha
I'm not feeling as sick since I started writing this blog though which is a good thing. The music in this hotel is horrendous...I don't even know what it is. It's almost as if they want me to die of depression haha

I hope this whole homesick thing passes over. It will.

FS! I miss folk loads. I think maybe I've had too much sun aswell and thats why I'm sick of it. It totally drains you! I went to see Natasha Bedingfield tonight at Universal Studios which was pretty random and even though it was night time I was sweating SOO bad. Like actually dripping I HATE it. It makes me feel so disgusting. BOKE.

I bought some new clothes the other day though, successful buys thank goodness considering how bad my first shopping trip was. First trip I went to Premium Outlets, I bought new shoes which are ok, just trainers really. Bought a shirt and a t-shirt from Polo Ralph Lauren and I hate them. The shirt doesnt fit me, it's HUGE and its a medium, wtf? And I got oil on my t-shirt at go-karting the other day. I also bought a pair of boxers which I love and a new pair of Calvin Klein jammies. Mmmm.

I went to Hollister last night where I was reeling in the buys. Got two mint shirts, a pair of those insanely comfy joggie bottoms and a pair of jeans. Totally going back for a polo, a hoodie and some boxers. I only have like $160 left though. But thats fine cause my birthday is coming up. 5 days now I think.

This Blog Post is bloody massive! Am I hang spell checking it! I hate mistakes but there's no way I'm reading all this to check for mistakes! Well I SUPPOSE I should go really. I think this entire outburst is due to just feeling homesick. I still don't feel superb likes but I do feel better. Look on the bright side and all that. How much do I just know Mark will start reading this and stop when he realises how big it is lmao.

Sea World tomorrow, probably go see Shamu <3

Ps, I Still Miss Everyone.

Flo Rida

I'm in Florida. I'm lying in my bed next to Claire. Everyone is sleeping.

You wouldn't believe how hot it is out here. So far I've been to Universal Studios, Islands of Adventure and did a lot of shopping. I went to Hooters yesterday which was amazing to say the least! I am now an official owner of not only a Hooters t-shirt but also an I <3>

My mum just woke up and told me to come off. Goodnight.

Ps, I Will Miss You

Omg Blogger!?!

Been a while blogger ma man.

I've officially finished school, had leavers night, I go to Florida tomorrow morning, I turn eighteen in a matter of days and btw I have a new boyfriend. Wtf?

I really cant be bothered writing a blog right now, I might just write one in Florida though.

Two weeks in an other continent from everyone I know except my mum dad and brother (AND CLAIRE OMG WOW)

But lets just see how things roll out :)

Ps, I Hate Packing

Crash

Well today I was in a car crash. It was amazing. Don't worry I'm not a psycho it was a verrry minor accident.

Basicly on the way to Limekilns in the car with Jake and Natalie we saw a sign for an art gallery and decided to go. We were driving up this tiny one way country lane and a car started coming towards us. We had to give way and pull into the side, we thought it was just overgrown weeds...nah there was also a 3ft deep ditch. Needless to say, we ended up in to. Me and Natalie were in our jammies because we were planning on lounging it and just watching films at Jakes.

The people who were driving towards us were AMAZING. They drove up to the farmhouse to get 'David'. They came back with half of Dunfermlines farmers lmao They spent AGGGES discussing different ways in which to remove the car, each one was more amazing than the last. I love artistic farmers. Eventually we got the car out. When I say we I mean Natalie behind the wheel and Jake plus 5 farmers lifting the car, I stood and talked to an old woman about ropes. As you do. They offered for us to join their party but we sadly declined and continued with our movie night. It was amazing though. Jakes car has LOADS of soil stuck underneath it, we only got the majority of it out.

Ps, Why Is Twitter Becoming Socially Acceptable?