Dawn of 2010

Well, thats 2009 almost over. Sitting at Joanna's with John, Joanna & Pete. Briefly looked back at my 2009 posts and wish there were more. Next year I will defo be trying to make more of an effort.

It's already unreal even thinking about looking back at this entire year in a few blog posts.

Well 2009, thank you for your ups and downs, mostly your ups. And i can't waait to see how much higher my 'ups' go in 2010 :)

x x x

Ps, Viva Life

Holy Shit.

I move to Edinburgh a week on saturday. That's 9 days away.


Scared.

Ps, Shit Scared.

Yipeekaiay

Wellllllllllll I haven't blogged in AGES. Which is absoultely horrendous of me!

Tonight I was working at the last ever LPPL Poker League Night at the Corner Bar because it is unfortunately shutting :( Which I'm not even joking, is like the end of a chapter in my life. Honestly, it's just soo sad. Tonight, John sat with me and we played many 'a card game. I won mostly. We played Black Five for AGES. Johnbo...actually in love. He's so amazing it's unreal. Probably one of the most considerate people i know, and it's an absolute dream being with him :)

Enough of this soppy pish. I've had a pretty good summer, and it's just so scary that in less than 3 weeks an entirely new chapter of my life is opening up. Uni. Omg. There will be people I miss a lot. Ryan :( Claire :( Natalie :( MARK :( John :( NAE BRAW.

I went up town with Ryan and Emma the other night, it was ABSOLUTELY AMAZING.

Tomorrow I'm going to Edinburgh with my Auntie Shona to get some lunch. Then I'm going to Johns house to help him cut the grass. Then on Wednesday I'm treating him to a day out in Edinburgh because of all the lovely things he's done for me over tha past month and a bit.

I reallly need to go and get some sleep im so tired, i worked a 12 hours shift yesterday, mmmmmmmmmmmm.

Ps, I Got A Zippo. <3

I'm Bloody Bored

Today I'm literally doing nothing, it has been the first day in quite a while where I have had absolutely nothing planned. It is horrendous. The only thing keeping me entertained is the music channels and texting John when he is inbetween clients. Why are Black Eyed Peas sooooo bad live? It makes me ill. I wish Little Boots would stop trying to be Lady GaGa because that is NOT a good route to go down. Why has Lily Allen gotten so shit? Mr Hudson is vile, why is that song considered good? Work isn't played enough, I'm a bit of a fan. Enough musical opinions!!

Working tomorrow 12-3 then 9-1. What annoying shifts. And I still have AGES to wait until I get paid, I only have £70. You have no idea how ill that makes me. AplDApp from BEP is the only one who hasn't been in a movie. Will.I.Am was in Wolverine, Taboo was in Street Fighter: Legend of Chun-Li and Fergie was in Planet Terror. Get your finger oot Apl!!

I start Uni VERY Soon. Still not sent away my little brothers birth certificate though to prove he exists. For some reason SAAS need to know absolutley everything about you. Annoying.

I really like how I'm totally falling in love. I really hope I look back at this at the end of the year and smile because I was right. Then again, I could do the opposite and be raging. Lets hope not though eh. Not a single part of me thinks it will turn out bad, but never ever ever say never :)

Watching BEP perform live has made me lose all respect for them. They are absolutely horrendous. Embarassing actually. Fergie was my bloody idol. But while singing Boom Boom Pow live she just put on an accent...wtf?

Soulja Boy is the most uncomprehensable (don't know if I made that word up or not) artist to ever walk this earth.

Ps, Why does Nelly Furtado Look Sooooo Scary In The Video For 'Jump'?!?!

Back Again

I seem to go through phases of not coming onto blogger when I realllly should be. Loads has happened and I couldn't even tell you what happened in my last blog.

My 18th party was the other night :) It was baoslutely amazing! A lot of my close friends were there and we had a lock-in at Corner Music Bar, where I'm about to go to work. More on work later.

But the night of my party was absolutely insane! I didn't even go home! The party went on until about 11, then me and Helen and Dale and Jake went to Life. Someone spat in Jake's drink so he called it a night and went home. Me and Helen were up on the dancefloor attempting to dance but it wasn't happening. We bumped into my hairdresser John (oft) and I was talking to him and stuff. Dale wanted to go to Lorenzo's so we headed of there and the way out I got John's number. We were in Lorenzo's for a bit then I saw John again and he came up and spoke to us. Again, tried dancing in Lorenzo's and me and John got our photo taken by Galaxy FM lol
John asked me to go outside with him so he could have a fag so we went and sat outside with his hilarious friend Ryan. They started taking the piss out of me asking if i fancied John and I was like 'nahhhhh'. Then on the way back in we pulled. Oft. So now me and John are kind of a thing. Seeing each other, if I HAVE to put it that way. So this obviously means Conor is no more, considering he went to Turkey and barely got in contact with me the entire time. Argh. But it's fine, because John is really mint :) I totally didn't want to fall for someone but he's a bastard and I totally have. But see how things go eh :)

Well I'm needing to go and get a bus to work because I start at 9. Tonight is the Jam Session so LOUD MUSIC and it is supposed to be realllly busy. It SHOULD be fine because I'm working with Dale...here's hoping.

Ps, Allisdair Can Piss Off.

Crime Time

Florida's crime rate is absolutely horrendous!!!
Within half an hour off CNN I was informed off:

1) A man commited suicide at a Shooting Range by turning his rented gun on himself.

2) A 2 year old girl was abandoned at the Florida Mall by her parents.

3) Another 2 year old girl was strangled to death by a stray Boa Constrictor which used to be her hillbilly fathers pet.

4) A Boa Constrictor was stabbed. (I thought that would be funny to add)

And this isn't really a crime but a maintanence worker at Universal Studios was wanged on the head by one of the Dueling Dragons during the morning test run. All this stuff happened within a few miles of where I'm staying. So imagine the rest of Florida.

Crazy stuff. Goodnight.

Ps, Fate Doesn't Seem To Like Me Much.

17/18

Right now I have no idea what age I am. It's the 2nd of July at home..but its only the back of ten on the 1st of July here. Confusing.

Florida is braw. I do however miss everyone loads. Can't wait just to go to Asda hahaha

I'm getting the feeling Conk isn't enjoying Turkey that much so he might be back very soon, that would be amazing. Booked into the Hard Rock Cafe for my birthday tomorrow yusss. I'm also looking forward to the 4th of July that should be amazing.

I'm going back up to my room now. NIGHT.

Ps, Tonight I Got The Biggest Scare Of My Entire Life. Baby Screaming Urinal.

Home.

As in I want to be there. But I'm not. It's twenty to one in the morning, I'm sitting in the reception area by myself on the PC, it's pretty rancid but it's an escape I suppose. I'm reallllly not well, I feel so sick. Feeling ill just makes feeling homesick even worse. I miss my own bed sooo much. Not having Mark and Natalie is like losing an arm. And it's absolutely unreal that I wont see Conor for ages. I'm properly gutted about that. For the benefit of Blogger, Conor (the boyfriend) is moving to Turkey for a few weeks to brighten up his life a bit. Which is great but I will miss him quite a lot. I was looking forward to having a boya over the summer. Obviously I'm not calling it quits because that would just be stupid, but I am scared that this might make things harder when I move away to Uni considering we will have spent little to no time with each other.

I'm not looking forward to going back upstairs to bed, I'm in one of those moods. I hate how everyone back home is in bed. Makes me feel really alone haha
I'm not feeling as sick since I started writing this blog though which is a good thing. The music in this hotel is horrendous...I don't even know what it is. It's almost as if they want me to die of depression haha

I hope this whole homesick thing passes over. It will.

FS! I miss folk loads. I think maybe I've had too much sun aswell and thats why I'm sick of it. It totally drains you! I went to see Natasha Bedingfield tonight at Universal Studios which was pretty random and even though it was night time I was sweating SOO bad. Like actually dripping I HATE it. It makes me feel so disgusting. BOKE.

I bought some new clothes the other day though, successful buys thank goodness considering how bad my first shopping trip was. First trip I went to Premium Outlets, I bought new shoes which are ok, just trainers really. Bought a shirt and a t-shirt from Polo Ralph Lauren and I hate them. The shirt doesnt fit me, it's HUGE and its a medium, wtf? And I got oil on my t-shirt at go-karting the other day. I also bought a pair of boxers which I love and a new pair of Calvin Klein jammies. Mmmm.

I went to Hollister last night where I was reeling in the buys. Got two mint shirts, a pair of those insanely comfy joggie bottoms and a pair of jeans. Totally going back for a polo, a hoodie and some boxers. I only have like $160 left though. But thats fine cause my birthday is coming up. 5 days now I think.

This Blog Post is bloody massive! Am I hang spell checking it! I hate mistakes but there's no way I'm reading all this to check for mistakes! Well I SUPPOSE I should go really. I think this entire outburst is due to just feeling homesick. I still don't feel superb likes but I do feel better. Look on the bright side and all that. How much do I just know Mark will start reading this and stop when he realises how big it is lmao.

Sea World tomorrow, probably go see Shamu <3

Ps, I Still Miss Everyone.

Flo Rida

I'm in Florida. I'm lying in my bed next to Claire. Everyone is sleeping.

You wouldn't believe how hot it is out here. So far I've been to Universal Studios, Islands of Adventure and did a lot of shopping. I went to Hooters yesterday which was amazing to say the least! I am now an official owner of not only a Hooters t-shirt but also an I <3>

My mum just woke up and told me to come off. Goodnight.

Ps, I Will Miss You

Omg Blogger!?!

Been a while blogger ma man.

I've officially finished school, had leavers night, I go to Florida tomorrow morning, I turn eighteen in a matter of days and btw I have a new boyfriend. Wtf?

I really cant be bothered writing a blog right now, I might just write one in Florida though.

Two weeks in an other continent from everyone I know except my mum dad and brother (AND CLAIRE OMG WOW)

But lets just see how things roll out :)

Ps, I Hate Packing

Crash

Well today I was in a car crash. It was amazing. Don't worry I'm not a psycho it was a verrry minor accident.

Basicly on the way to Limekilns in the car with Jake and Natalie we saw a sign for an art gallery and decided to go. We were driving up this tiny one way country lane and a car started coming towards us. We had to give way and pull into the side, we thought it was just overgrown weeds...nah there was also a 3ft deep ditch. Needless to say, we ended up in to. Me and Natalie were in our jammies because we were planning on lounging it and just watching films at Jakes.

The people who were driving towards us were AMAZING. They drove up to the farmhouse to get 'David'. They came back with half of Dunfermlines farmers lmao They spent AGGGES discussing different ways in which to remove the car, each one was more amazing than the last. I love artistic farmers. Eventually we got the car out. When I say we I mean Natalie behind the wheel and Jake plus 5 farmers lifting the car, I stood and talked to an old woman about ropes. As you do. They offered for us to join their party but we sadly declined and continued with our movie night. It was amazing though. Jakes car has LOADS of soil stuck underneath it, we only got the majority of it out.

Ps, Why Is Twitter Becoming Socially Acceptable?

Blog.

Yeahhhhhh. I don;t know why I'm blogging. I don't quite understand why my head is in one of those states of confusion you usually go through when your like 14. But I'm just in one of those..bleugh moods? Wtf.

Summer is beginning. Reallly soon. So lots of fun and stuff..so I kinda should be excited. I should be.

I have once again come to the conclusion that gay guys are all complete tossers. Nothing except general reflection on life has made me think this. So it's not like something happened. Well no relationships. There's this one guy speaking to me on MSN who is heading towards being blocked though. He's just an arsehole.

*do you like me btw?:L
*i just worry i annoy you:L
*cause i think your a lovely guy.. just wish you would relax at times:L

Wtf? I've not spoken to him in about 2 months, this is the first time hes said hi to me in like 2 months seriously. I don't even know who he is, what age he is or where he even comes from!?! I just don't understand at all. Also...

*and well all know its easier to break into fort knox than get close to you!:L

Well that's one way of saying I'm not like every other slaggy as fuck gay guy. This is the bst bit..

*i just guess im more care free:L
*dw, im not like judging:L

He can tell this over a few shody msn convos how??

ARSEHOLE.

Ps, Moving Out Is Going To Be The Highlight Of MY LIFE.

Nickelback

Last night I went to see Nickelback perform, what could quite possibly be the most amazing show I have ever seen in my life, at the SECC in Glasgow. Like OBVIOUSLY without a doubt 3 Doors Down was my all time favorite gig and nothing could ever come anywhere near as close to that experience, but in terms of a show Nickelback stole it last night. I mean honestly..OMG. Thats one if the plus sides of being a fan of a really big band, they spend more on making everything look amazing! SHIT loads of fireworks, sooooo much fire and explosions and effects and shit. I was on the big screen about 15 times, no exaggeration. Oh and btw, they were filming the video for Burn It To The Ground and theres a high chance that Allyson, Jade, Ryan and Myself will be in it. We were speaking to a man who works for MTV, I know eh? Absolutely amazing night. Did I forget to mention I was at the very front and that Chad Kroeger looked right at me? And being able to see Daniel Adair perform was just (L) Im sooo gutted he left 3 Doors Down. But BLOODY HELL that man can fucking DRUM! I Mean holy shit! I just love when you get a band that know how to play there instruments properly and dont have to be doing something ridiculous to get peoples attention. ''Look at me! I'm original because NOBODY has played like THIS before!'' They are just genuinly amazing at what they do and how they do it, that's why rock will never die.

Ps, Today, Sky News told me that my Auntie Anne is in hospital with a Brain Haemoridge. Don't you just LOVE it when your family don't tell you these things and a marquee at the bottom of a news channel does it instead? I don't.

Check out the brains on Brett

Well. This weekend has been eventful hasn't it. I can't wait to look back on this particular blog. Because it's the one that contains information about times like sitting outside with Kieran for near on 3 hours making sure he was okay after he almost hit the floor after 4 consecutive tequila shots. Or the time where on a night out in Edinburgh with Claire and her family it took us 2 hours to get a table for dinner. And how Claire was almost sick on top of a woman who was peeing behind a wall.

Allow me to elaborate.

Friday was the night of Jake's house party to celebrate his 18th Birthday. It was amazing, as per usual it took me a scary amount of drink to get me drunk. 2 pints of pear cider, 2 Mickey fins shots, Southern Comfort Lime and Lemonade and 4 Tequila shots before I actually felt anything. Unfortunately for Kieran, he was following in my footsteps drinking nearly as much as I was except he didn't quite handle it aswell as I did. We spent hours on Jakes porch before he was eventually sick. Then another hour inside trying to get him to bed but staying with him to make sure he didnt die on his own puke. But tbh, it sounds really bad but I reallly didn't mind doing it. I would much rather have made sure he was ok anyway. And it was still a really amazing night. Only got two hours sleep because me and Marc stayed up till 5 talking about complete shite while we lay next to a complete stranger who hadn't talked to us all night.

Last night me and Claire went to Edinburgh on a night out because her cousin is moving to Australia. I felt soo mental being able to just walk into loads of pubs without getting ID'd lmao
We were meant to go for dinner at eight but Claires cousin didn't like the manager so he shouted a lot and we all had to leave. Hilarious.

On our way back to the car at about 1 Claire was struggling on the cobbles with her heels so was grabbing onto a wall for support. That was until she put her hand directly onto a slug and squashed it lmao She started gagging over the wall, it wasn't a very big wall so she could lean over it. What Claire didn't notice, was the woman on the other side of the wall...innocently taking a piss. I turn round to see a woman squatting down half naked, staring up at Claire who is gagging on her face. By far one of the most hilarious yet bizarre things I have ever seen in my entire life.

I stayed at Claires then she came to mines today and we went to Asda, watched Sin City and Pulp Fiction. Both films or amazing. I've had Sin City for about 2 days and watched it loads already. I can't remember when my last blog was or what it was about. But incase I haven't already mentioned it I have left school, it was a bloody amazing day. I will never forget how amazing it was. Roll on uni..even though I'm scared as hell.

Ps, I Love How I have A Drama Exam Tomorrow. NAAT.

Terrible

Well, tonight has been bloody awful. Mark decided not to go to the same University as me. I am convinced the next 4 years of my life will be ruined by Mark's absence. Now I am moving home, city, surrounding and environment without a single friend. I know for a fact it will still be an amazing time. But right now, I'm hating the idea that now I'm leaving ALL of my closest friends behind. I never wanted this to happen. This is where life really starts.

Imagine...not seeing Mark in ages. And we meet up...and there's no spark or anything their. There's no banter...we don't know what to say or do cause its just so awkward cause we haven't spoken in so long and a lot of things are different. Imagine that unique banter we have just disappearing. It's terrible.

And if that's not bad enough. I have the ever so thoughtful Ciara turning on me out of completely nowhere. I cannot possibly explain how random and out of the blue she has been. And I never in my life thought she would be so completely selfish. Tonight has been disgustingly strange, weird and WTFish. It's bloody horrible.

Ps, Wtf.

Weekend In May

Well, this weekend I practically did nothing. Friday night saw me off to a good start with Ryan's 18th Birthday party. I got into a state of weird drunkenness I've never felt before. It kinda felt a wee bit different. But apparently I acted the same. Coming out with constantly amazing one liners, insulting peoples parents accidentally, annoying everyone with accents for a whole hour but generally having an amazing time with the people I was around. All to do it again next Friday at Jake's Birthday haha

Apart from the party, all I did was watch films. El Mariachi, Desperado, Once Upon A Time In Mexico, Teeth, Transformers and Donnie Darko.

The first three were AMAZING. Robert Rodriguez is without a doubt my favorite director. I could bore myself by going into all the little details as to why I love him so much but I won't. Plus I don't want to be a total film snob lmao but I do love the occassional film knowledge banter.

Teeth was outragous.

Transformers was as spectacular as ever.

And even though I've seen Donnie Darko about ten times I still don't fully understand it. But I do think it is fantastically written.

I have school in 8 and a half hours. I will be my 4th last day of school ever. I cannot wait.

Ps, WTF Was With The Weather Today?

Tampons and Space Hoppers

Today, at school we had a massive Wet Tampon fight. It was absolutely amazing.

Tonight, I went to Limekilns with Robyn and Kirsty to Jakes house. We took MASSIVE Space Hoppers, held them in front of us and ran full speed into each other. I catapulted Kirsty into a bed of nettles, and Jake threw Robyn so high that she couldn't stand up because her back was completely fucked. It's all on video and was really quite exciting.

Ps, I Have Not Been As Bored As I Am Right Now In Quite Some Time.

Bloody Frightening

I just got the fright of my life there! I totally forgot my Blogger password lmao
That's what I get for not blogging since March.

Well, March. Seems like SOOO long ago. Insane amounts of stuff has happened since then. And purely because I haven't blogged them down, I cannot remember a single thing. This will teach me. I do however have a loose end to tie up from my last blog, I said that there's only two people that truly know me. That's a completely inconsiderate lie, because there's three. And the third is the amazing Natalie Dobbie. And she is brilliant. I love her loads and it's not even funny how much I will miss her when me and Mark go to Uni.

Mark has basicly decided he is going to Queen maragret btw :) which is a TOTAL result.
As much as I literally cannot wait for the start of my new life (6 days left of school) there is one thing that genuinly freaks me out. People changing. To be honest, I don't care if Average Joe changes. But I will care if Claire, Mark or Natalie do. They are completely amazing right now. And I do not want them to change. Yes, when I go to Uni I expect me and Mark will make new friends, as will Claire and Natalie when they go to college. But what I don't want is a new best friend. Nobody will ever replace any of them. And for any of them to change, it would absolutely destroy me. This is especially directed at Mark. And I know you will read this, so don't bloody change or I will hate you LOADS. Don't be a sheep! Speaking of change, WTF? Why have you (not Mark) all of a sudden become this overly stuck up person? I mean really? Proper boke. NOT cool to look down on people. Your opinions can be wrong, deal with that. I just don't understand how some people can say certain things. If only they could hear how ridiculous they sound.

LIGHTER NOTE! I only have 6 days left of school EVER! Today was awesome because Mark brought in his Wii. We played it loads. Hate Drama soooo much and English is the bane of my life. But I passed my final Biology NAB! We also talked about LOADS of films we are planning for this summer. Summer '09 is going to be bloody amazing!! OMG BTW. Forgot to say, me and Claire are going on holiday to FLORIDA on 22nd June :D HOLY CRAP. How bloody AMAZING will that be? Jesussss!!! I'm currently very bored but I need to go do the dishes before Ryan comes for me at 8. Pooooo.

Ps, I Absolutely Love The Novelties Of Toilet Duck.

Doesn't It Feel Much Better, When You've Had A Better Day Than Yesterday

Well. I haven't blogged in a while. Which is stupid because I will regret it if i stop doing this and have nothing to look back on at the end of the year. If I think about it, I will be reading this at Uni, looking back on all the crazy shit that happened this year. By the way i got into Uni..I don't remember if i've written about that yet. Human biology at Queen Margaret Uni wooooo :D

I seriously hope I don't get too upset, because that will mean I have left behind loads =/

There's certain things I'd rather not feel nostalgic about, mainly because those things will be people who I still want to be very much in contact with. But enough about the future this is about NOW!

Since my last blog whats happened...Hrmmm...

Well a mans legs fell off. They were fake legs obviously. That was hilarious.

I'm still getting hassle from the psycho ex who is now telling everyone I've slept with someone I clearly have not slept with. Lovely.

I physically hate school loads. I want to drop drama soooo much. I love oatmeal and raisin cookies from asda <3

I am going to miss Mark and I's asda trips after summer :(

I'm very bored and tired right now. I Love YoutTube and can't wait to get a new laptop.

Ps, Gethin Jones Is Insanely Braw. It's Not Even Funny.

Disco, Etc.

Last night was the last School Disco I was in charge off :(
It was themed as a Masquerade Ball. It was fantastic.

I absolutely loved organising the school disco's because I did the impossible-I made them good. We built a platform for dancing on which was an amazing success. It had DANCE written on it in silver tape and looked mint. Hazel kept taking pictures, she is mint as fooook.















Today I went and visited my Auntie Amanda. That was fun, had lunch and dinner there :D

I went for Mark at night time, we went to Asda then Kingseat and visited the lovely Holly Clark whom I love loads and I wish I went to see her more often. It's also the first time I've walked to Kingseat since me and Mark had to run away from a mugger. I phoned Kristina on my way home, she is on a Spa Trip with her Mum, so random.

Library tomorrow with Queen Mark! To Study..Should be fun haha

Ps, We Most Likely Will Not Study.

There Were Three In The Bed And The Little One Said...

'....you almost poked me!'
That's what Natalie Dobbie (The Little One) said when i reached for my phone. Tonight, mainly consisted of me, Mark and Natalie sharing a single bed at Natalie's house just because. We turned the lights off and had a jolly good spooning sesh. Before this however, it was just Mark and Natalie in the bed and I played the role of Natalie's mum in the morning who brings her breakfast in bed.

We eventually went to Asda where we all bought 3 Blue Charges for a pound. I'm saving mines for tomorrow as I will be insanely busy throughout the day organising the Masquerade Ball. I actually can not wait, it should be amazing. I have the most amazing set planned for it and I hope it works. I want everyone to be like OMFG wow!

Some serious team effort will indeed be needed!

Today was good, I accidently threw water all over David Walker, like a whole cup. I was completely mortifed considering he's the boy I speak to so little that I often forget he's even still at school. Soooo Embarassing. Mark officially has a stalker, well not really official yet but I have a feeling. I know stalkers and I think Mark is on to something here hahaha

Ps, I have loads to carry to school tomorrow :(

Today

This is a general blog. Like, I started this so I could look back at the end of the year and lol at things as I remember them. But I am bored and I am in a self-reflecting mood.

Today was completely average. School was tiring, I didn't go to English. I just felt like I couldn't. Instead I sat in the prefect room with Amie, Aimie, Chris and Hayley. It was actually really funny. The photos on Chris's phone of himself are actually hilarious. He can be soo gay at times though =/

I got home..I looked at my room (I have the smallest room in the world) and I just started tidying. I didn't stop until I was happy enough that it looked better. Every time I tidy my room I always end up re-organising it somehow as well.

I do not think I am going to get into University....like I really don't. I had a guidance interview today and Mr Marshall told me I needed to prepare for the worst. And the worst ever that can happen is doing a year of college and STAYING AT HOME. And i refuse to prepare for that. If I don't get in I actually think I'm just going to piss off. Like seriously just get up and go one day. Maybe save up over summer, go on holiday with Mark, Claire and Natalie in August and when I come back just leave. I don't know where I'll go. But I know myself well enough to know that I am not prepared to stay at home and feel like I'm stranded doing nothing.

D.Y.T was amazing tonight. Me, Brodie, Keir, Allyson, Natalie and Alexandria had actual mint banter. As much as I miss the old D.Y.T gang, I do love these guys too :)

Ps, I actually love Natalie O'Reilley loads. She is my Valentine lol.

Snow Is Falling, All Around Us

I'm actual battered. Thats me trying to not say shattered because it's the most said word ever in 6th year.

I'm actually soo sore from sledging the other night, me and Mark crashed wayyy to many times for it to be healthy. School is also just generally tiring but there are new cans of Blue Charge which are like double sized cans and are actually amazing.

Deal or No Deal is on in the background as I write this (I'm not in my room, I'm on my Dads laptop) He is having the worst game I've ever seen, first round and they were all red numbers. But he's realllllly braw so its ok.

It's snowing right now and it has been for an hour but its really pathetic snow. BUT, it is lying which is a serious plus and it is supposed to get worse later. YUSS!

WOOO!! Alfie (braw guy on Deal or NANE) just got his first blue. C'mon saaaaan.

I have no idea what I'm doing tonight. Film Club got cancelled which is NOT cool. I was looking forward to it =/

Ps, Noel Edmonds and Foxy (from Foxy Bingo) are the sickest creatures known to man. And incase your English, sick is a BAD thing up here. EUGH.

YAS MARK!!

Today i passed my second Advanced Higher Biology NAB which i revised like a gypsie for. YASSS.

Speaking of gypsies, Mark got a second audition for the film 'A Boy And His Shoe'. I realise how made up this sounds, but seriously!! A few weeks ago me and Mark both got callbacks for film roles. We auditioned for the two main characters, Mark for Paddy and Me for Elijah (LOL)

Mark got called today to go to freaking GLASGOW to Film City for another audition!! LIKE OMFG WOW! Unfrotunately, it looks like I've dipped out lmao but it was random enough so I'm still happy PLUS MARK HAS GOT ONE WHICH IS MINT.

However, Marks family are not allowing me to go with him for support on Thursday. Proper fucking RAGING. They are taking things far to seriously and as much as I love a bit of Queen Household banter now and then, this has seriously pissed me off. Mark is like my fucking...attached twin. We are completely opposite however...but we're actual joined. And this is just...like beyond ridiculous. If Mark gets this film role, and is in the movie busniess he's going to need friends that have always been there for him =/

But EUGH WHATEVER! I'm supporting him no matter what anyways :D

So Good Luck Marko (H) :D

Ps, Snow is gone. I'm destroyed inside.

SNOW (L)

Idiot. I am a total idiot. My prelims aren't a week away!! I'm a fool and I scared myself in my lost blog for NO apparent reason. Mongo.

ANYWAYS. SNOW!! I Absolutely LOVE the snow. We barely ever get decent snow here and today...we got LOADS. In one day i already have so many stories because of this ONE event.

1. Me and Claire went outside to have a snowball fight, just me and her. And within about 3 minutes practically our whole year were out genuinely having fun. As much as I'm the type of person not to be two faced, and if I don't like someone I will not be civil with them, this was amazing. Everyone just forgot about dislikes and whatever and had fun. For a year group who are constantly at each others throats to go outside and be pelting frozen water at each other and for it to be fun is something absolutely spectacular.

2. Later on that lunch time, the whole year wanted to go out to make a gigantic snowball. On our way out we opened the Prefect Room fire exit only for about 50 First Years to throw snowballs at the door. It was absolutely epic. I was pinned down in the corner and couldn't move without risk of serious injury because the door was left wide open. By the time Hussin and Chris made the heroic move of going to close it the Prefect Room was COVERED in snow. Then someone opened the door and the Depute Rector came through, the First Years not knowing this were still throwing snowballs and one hit Mr DeputeRector right of the puss. Amazing.

3. Free period last. And me and Aimie were still up for out huge snowball idea. So we went out, endured blizzards and made a huge snowball which we later named Henrietta and destroyed. It actually took us longer to destroy it than it did to make it.

4. Me, Mark, Chris and Amie Brown went sledging. We built a ramp. Me and Mark fucked our backs up on it (Mark was worse) but it was fantastic. There's just four reasons as to why snow has literally made my day. It has this amazing ability, of just covering over all the ugliness in the world and all the things we're sick of looking at. It makes life simpler, and happier. But obviously, due to human nature you have the cunts who ruin it by complaining or taking things too far. Well so fuck, I don't give a shit what other people think :) Because if snow makes days like this...why complain?

Ps, we had a bit of stress relieval on Geraldine. She was good to kick crap out of :)







ON TOP OF THE SNOWBALL. Rofl.

Biology Oot Ma Nut

Yesterday...I didn't write a blog.

And I dunno why because i had a free house alllll night and I had nothing else to do. So I should have really wasted some time by ranting on this beast of a blog.

I got my haircut yesterday (after work where I has to clean out the ice machine, not impressed) and on my way down I saw Psycho-Ex. I've never tried harder in my life to not want to hurt someone. I've actually never in my life felt a stronger rush of anger ever. But guess what, did he say anything, or do anything, or even LOOK at me in a bad way? Eh NAW. Ofcourse not, because he's a fucking pussy and he makes me ill.

On a much lighter note, I absolutely love my haircut and I love Megan for cutting it for me :D

I went out for dinner with some hommies on Friday night. Was giid.

It feels like longer than a weekend since I've been back at school. I'm not sure if I want to go back or not =/ A week on Tuesday is our prelims....I just scared myself I didn't realise they were that close. Oh god.

Today, I revised for 5 hours straight for Advanced Higher Biology, I have ANOTHER NAB on Tuesday. Also, this is my last week for organising the Masquerade Ball at my school. Me and Aimie usually work as a team for organising the school discos...but she backed out half way through this one and has left me to do it. Apparently it's too much for her. Yuss.

Me and Mark seriously need to book our holiday. Turns out Natalie can come. WOOO!

This Blog is shit because nothing exciting happened to me this weekend at all. :)

Ps, Kirsty keeps ripping my emo girlfriend. I don't really have an emo girlfriend btw lmao

Living On The Edge

Today has been about as normal as it gets to be honest. Well it was until about 5 minutes ago when I somehow managed to get myself involved in the online version of Living On The Edge/The Hills.

Here's the explained version lol
Yesterday, Me, Mark and Natalie joined one of those disgusting 'Bebo's Fittest' groups and we all got our pics up. Today, a really braw guy called Tobias added me and I've been talking to him throughout the day on MSN and shizz. I came back from drama, MSN'nd it and talked to him for him to start going on about his slaggy girlfriend and her best friend. Apparently, Slaggy Girlfriend is cheating on Tobias with Forgotten Posh Name. And Tobias found this out from Harriot, Slaggy Girlfriends best friend. So within 5 mins Tobias has filled me in on the whole thing, I check bebo and aw cunt he has just told me about have added me on bebo..WTF?! Why would beautiful rich people from Kent add me on bebo? I told Tobias and he went mental demanding that I delete them and stuff...WTF? So I'm like ahhh lol omg haha. Tobias (I'm getting sick of writing his name it irritates me) was speaking to me as if Slaggy Girlfriend was going to like approach me tomorrow and interogate me about what Harriot had said. Absolutely hilarious. It ended with me and Tobias swapping numbers and I am now officially the Far Away But Still Involved Somehow Guy. Mint.

Ps, I love how there is a person in a wheel chair next to the thing that asks you to type in the letters when leaving a comment haha

The Beggining :)

Oft Ya Beast! I always slagged Mark for blogging. But with the amount of crazy stuff going on right now, I don't think I can miss the oppurtunity to write it all down for everyone to see. To think, if I had started this blog last year you would know all about the psycho ex, the spies watching me at school, the dramatic fall outs, the possible future boyfriend thinking he's a vampire, the swingers party, the skin head gig and many other times. But those were last years (and beginning of this year) dramas. Starting from now, this blog is all about this year. 2009 :)

Today, was crap. As per usual. School has gotten to that stage where I just want away from it, but i can't just leave because me chances of getting into uni are slim enough as it is. With all the insane crap that's happened recently, the only real friends i have left are Mark, Claire, Ryan and Natalie. Kristina is rapidly becoming a trustworthy amigo also.

I really should have been revising tonight, but I didn't. BUT, it's top of my to do list for tomorrow morning in my double free period. Revising is bags of piss.

I have actually nothing to report. Not heard from the psycho ex today at all, which is absolutely amazing. (Split up over 6 months ago btw)

One thing is for sure, if this year is anything like last year...this blog is in for a treat and a half.

Ps, I Looked Like Him When I Was Younger. I Know..I'm Amazing.